I imagine your DNA replicating hundreds of times per second. Imagine mitosis exponentially repeating itself and a billion trillion of you dividing and multiplying inside of your own body logarithmically jumping by extremes and simultaneously dying as fast as you're made. There is not one cell in your body that was there seven years ago there is not one cell in your body that is not resisting DNA mutations caused by your smoking, you could have had cancer by now, but I watched a documentary the other day and they are curing cancer with ***. There are doctors out there saving lives and I spend my time trying to figure out if I am capable of love. I don't know the truth and can't lie.