I can fake a smile, I can force a laugh, I can sing and dance if that's what you ask. I can hide the tears, I can mask the pain I can come out of hiding if that's what you ask. I can shelter my heart, I can distance my feelings, I can keep secrets and silence if that's what you ask. I can shatter my hopes, I can burn all my dreams, I can turn away from you and them if that's what you ask. I can be true, I can be blind, I can hide my true self and thoughts if that's what you ask. I can say goodbye one final time, I can do it all now, I can end it all and watch it burn if that's what you ask
These are few thoughts that come to mind when I think of what I'm doing