pastel monotone thoughts paint an image of me in her mind complete with shrinkwrap and a bright smiley face sticker her eager hand sweats the dealt moment she awaits with impatience for her daily christmas time package her daily reprise of her happy moment she remembers it with fondness her pastel colours spread slowly like an intellectual STD a malfunction of the common man she is a true modern miscreant she wants a pretty girl lover that comes complete with emo look a like laptop gamer girl attached the hip down to matchin **** selfies a hundred smooth moves and cheat codes she wants the complete package at the discount rate shes a card carrying member of some fan girl fandango she calls me captain saveahoe street nasty superhero with kung-fu grip trailing through the dank alleys in search of the legendary ultimate dumpster the prize of every divers wet dreams wandering all night with a few vampire hangers on looking for a fashionable means to a glorious end meanwhile the corner girl is waiting on me thinking i'm just trying to find her a safe place to be she is my safe place and i'm hers the few of us that survive the moment stroll on through the rain to the dairy queen to see and be seen dont cha' hate that whole show up to show off she lives to die for it but thats ok cause i love her just the same