Here I go again into my madness my manic depression again what hell I go through as the black dog wags his tail I so want out for I have had a gut full I hate myself break down every other day Thank God I am single no one needs to see my hell how many times do I **** myself yet on the next day, I heal The take over comes so often I wish I was dead for I can't get the horrors out of my F**king head