as i stand here in this pool of blood i look at my wrist i see the cuts i see the scars so many times ive drug this blade across my wirst wondered if this is it this time is diffrent is this it? was this my life a sea of misery moutains of pain rivers of hate finaly its all over im getting cold im getting tired as this pool grows at my feet i think finaly i get to leave i collaps evrything gets blury i slip in to my slumber never to wake again