I haven't written in here in two months And I thought it was cause I was done Done with love Done with being sad Done with drowning in my feelings Done with floating in ***** I suppose I was wrong Maybe I won't ever escape you And I honestly don't know If that's good or bad Because on one hand, I'll never have you But on the other, Every time you smile and laugh at me My world gets brighter It's such a sweet torture But is it worth it?