You know I actually kind of hated you for a little but when I saw you in my dreams I realized that there was no one who I could ever hate as much as you because the love I have for you makes me regret every second I took for granted
and when I try to remember those days we would spend together I only see your hair but not your face when I reach out to you you somehow manage to elude my gaze to yours and I only see the remnants of something that should have been
You walked not further from me but closer and you stood there you keep standing there and whenever I try to get the slightest bit closer you dissipate into the most beautiful and haunting mist I've ever attempted to grasp.