one. dont read this one its embarrassing. two. i just listened to three of my favorite songs and they made me think of you. three. i want to be held by you. four. i want to be kissed by you. five. god, i should really sleep. six. i still remember when you first held my hand. seven. yeah I'm lame. eight. I should probably stop now nine. it is too **** late ten. pretend you didn't see this. eleven. you make my knees weak. twelve. whoops pretend I didn't say that one. please kiss me anyways.