I fell in love with the last drop of that bottle of wine you ... It was the nicest gift you ever gave me. I fell in love with the boy I used to date right after you stopped talking to me... Or so I told you.. Truth is I have loved him all along... You brought me down to my lowest point but now I'm bringing myself up alone. See he didn't love me as much as I loved him and I didn't love you like you thought I did. All those lies you told were just a great way to show me what an ******* I really am... Thanks for that! And it's okay now.. Because it been a year since you & I talked and it's been since July since he and I talked and I guess... I guess I was just dancing around the truth. You both were bad news... And I let my walls break with you guys... But now I'm getting them re built with more strength than before. I am worth more than some ****** *** and a kiss in the morning. I am worth more than false promises of marriage and happiness. I am worth more than my self doubt tells me I am. I guess I just want to say thanks to you both for showing me a few things I needed to know about my self.
Just about two boys who broke me down to my lowest point. Also trying toΒ Β bring myself back to positive again...