It was always a grocery store or shopping mall when I imagined the first time I would see you again we might have happened to turn down the same aisle and turned to see each other I would have asked you how you were we would exchange lies about how we were okay great even, moving on and not looking back shift slightly to cover up our new scars and try to smile I would ask if you were happy you would say: yes I would say: good and after we parted I would decide I am much better off without you by my side
But last night was the first time in 6 months that I had heard your voice it infiltrated my subconscious snaked its way around my throat so I couldn't breathe if you still had my heart it wanted so bad to come back to me I felt it racing in my chest; running for safety my eyes met your eyes you smiled, a sad smile and waved and I just….waved back shaking you knew me too well not to notice but still you left I fell to the ground a blur of people and arms around me and I think I cried maybe I should have yelled after you "I keep all my promises"
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"I miss you too much to forget"
Note to self: never drive when you are sobbing I love you, always