I've been thinking
About my
Friends
Family
Hobbies
Interests
Music
Writing
But most of all I've been thinking of my past
This time last year I wanted to die
I envied those without a loving family for they could hurt themselves and no one would care
I imagined slitting my wrists and drifting away and finally being happy
But I withheld because I didn't want my last moments to be filled with pain in my wrists
Ironic, isn't it, that I wanted to avoid pain while doing something that would cause so much

You may call me vain, but
I am so proud of myself
For not once harming myself
For being too scared to **** myself
For learning how to love myself
So I could finally see myself
As a beautiful person
As a caring friend
As a loving daughter and sister

And I am here to tell you
That you can overcome it
Because you are beautiful and worth it

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