Colors spin and whirl around Lines begin to blur In the distance and Something pushes Against me Pounding incessantly Iβve had enough and It wonβt stop Up ahead sadness washes over And carries away colors Diminishing Leaving grey streaks Bleeding And blistering In the evening rain Darkening the sky Painting it the color Of your heart Remember when Happiness was reality Not a memory from storybooks Deceptively simple Seemingly easy Just out of reach Out of range Out of sight Elusive Intangible And the harder I grab on The more I want