Trapped inside my curious mind
Insanity clawing
On the outside
Pushing bending
Looking to dominate
And take control
Distorting reality
Twisting contorting
I want more
Leaving me
Begging
Crying
Weeping
Make it stop
No don’t stop
Craving the want
Of instability
Enjoying the ride
Of surprise
Speeding
Increasing
Releasing
Go go go
Not caring about the aftermath
The consequences that happen
After the crash
When fantasy and stone cold reality
Collide
And I die all over again
On the inside