That I haven’t talked to in over a year
Ignores my texts
Congratulations to the newly weds
I say with bitterness deep in my chest
I’m happy! I really am.
Maybe jealous I didn’t get an invite,
But what’s next?
Cause I’m so sick of carrying around the past.
I’m not who I was back then, can’t we put it to rest?
Hold it against me, God knows I do.
Trying to be more but I feel like less.