Written: Sept/27/2025

I have nothing that i'm waiting for this time.
No errands to run,
no odd jobs to **** the *** of.
The bugs walked off me and gathered out on the highways.
So, how do we shine forth?
You know and I know that God has won the battle.
Though suffering is apart of life we manage it not run from it and now I can accept that.
I've come to the realization that Tucson, AZ is my motherland.
The tears have stopped streaming.
I was crying out to Dad and He would tell me things late at night in the guest room at my in-laws:
"You are my beloved". and "With you and Regina I am well pleased."
When at a restaurant in New Mexico she told me God was placing a white shawl around my shoulders to comfort me.
I could see it last night.
I trusted God's plan and will trust it for this next adventure
for the 37th chapter.
There really is a silver lining.
There really is need and wants and desires with a hand on the cool grey stone.
This life can be majestic and beautiful.
We can see the A mountain in the desert
and accept that one day 15 years in the past that
we'll shine forth.