You're so sweet, all the time, maybe too much. But yet, it seems like you try to make me angry. Then you are oblivious to whatever it was that you said, or did. And me, being the person that I am hides my anger and develops a grudge. I may be overreacting to something minor, but I hate it. And I want to say that I hate you, because lately you've been making me feel this a lot. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I HATE YOU You don't know when to shut up either, you just keep talking when I want to rip my head off. I've really had enough of this, I'm tired of being so upset that I become ill. Just leave me be, because I am tired of my feelings. I am sick of wanting to hurt myself over stupid things. I am sick of you, I am sick of me. I am sick of life, and sick of death poisoning my mind. I just want to die..sometimes.
Don't take it to heart, I didn't really mean any of it.