you make the world softer, like morning light through blinds.
yet somehow heavier too.. like a weight i dont want to set down just to prove my strength
every laugh with you fills the cracks I thought would stay forever, but loving you also opens doors to fears i've nailed shut.
i hold your hand and feel so soft yet breakable, like glass wrapped in velvet. you are the calm and the storm, and I am always both grateful and afraid.
still i choose the risk, the way my chest twists around your name. because even though its complicated, you are worth it.
stuff with the old guy didnt work out butttttttt frick it, we ball. ive moved on :)