I'm so much happier but I wish I could just forget him and everything I learned about him because his birthday is September 24th and I don't want to remember that and be reminded of it and all I know about him because he was a terrible guy and I'm so happy to be in a healthy relationship with someone new. Someone who loves me. I know everything about my love. I no longer need to hold on to that guys no more. I love you Chris 💞