i'm really bad
at confrontation
not at all like my mom
especially when it's face to face
it makes me nervous even to just call you
so how i'm going to tell you
i
don't
know
i'm panicking because what if you
forget about me between  
now
and
then
and i know that i will be
okay
but i don't want to lose
you
because i feel like if nothing happens
now
we'll go back to being
strangers
but i don't think it will be
like it usually is
this time
you won't
come
back
so please hold on
so
please
hold
on.