That feeling when your heart beats in your throat Making it hard to breath gasping for air Random thoughts from everywhere Can't think of what to say everrythings confusing Feels like I'm losing it been good not abusing it Fear being an option I should be next Make you look good and treated bad I don't get mad betrayal makes me sad Disappoint is common but moving on keeps me from being buried alive Its like fighting to survive near death and revived Feels like I'm taking on the world made into the bad guy My intensions were good sometimes I can't and would do so if I could Don't make me feel like I'm no good been my best and more If things went accordingly you wouldn't see me anymore