the sun has died ,  and yet the planets still orbit .
the fish swim in a char black ocean , dead current .
the bull charges blindly into the ruins of the arena .

if god looks down ,
then he's tired of my being cared for .
he sent a car flying at my face to get me to care more .
and having failed at that ,
he saw fit to pull my heart out .

the flaw in god is that ,
he pulls too ******* the puppet strings .

you can bring a camel to water ,
but you can never make it drink .

he can send two plagues to reform me ,
and in the end i will still think .

this is clear punishment for living life without god .
this is the reformation of nothing , and nobody .