You were there In the cold of afternoon And you were there When I dozed off too soon You were in my dream Of parties and smoke You were in my dream And in it you spoke You told how you'd been And you stood a little close A felt your lips on mine As you slowly spoke And I wanted to kiss But listened instead As you whispered and joked About crazy in the head For I knew you before When you smiled quite sane But then, I knew you before You ever spoke with disdain But then I got mad As I slowly realized That all the boys I have loved Don't carry real eyes For their eyes were all fake With a bright shine of star That hid their sad madness Unless you looked from afar And as I awoke I knew the truth to be All the "sane" boys I've loved Are all crazies in my dreams