I must hurt
Digging in
Tormenting you without end
Except at the end
The whip searing your flesh
Pulling your skin apart
Only to become the spit in your wounds
And I have the nerve
To be the hammer
Pounding nails into your feet
The words in your head
Jeering
Laughing at your suffering
And now I have the
Unbelievable nerve to think I know what I'm doing
When I am the one who did the most damage.
Forgive me
On my knees I have no other thought
Forgive me
Please please pleasepleasepleaseplease
Forgive
I torment you so
Yet, in your presence,
All I can feel is
Joy.