i’m a pathetic being
my soul has been ripped to shreds
and still i long for the claws you sank deep into me
i yearn for you to miss me
to tell me you still love me
even though you deserve nothing from me
i still pour myself unto you
in the moment it feels so good
like you never left me
and you never hurt me
like you don’t break me beyond repair
but the after comes
comes with a vengeance
hatred, hurt, betrayal
i’ve always known you were a cornered animal
but i never expected the amount of hurt you could cause
it feels like life
but all you breathe into me is death