I am going to pick up
the breaths I dropped
and put them back into my lungs
I will let my heart
caress every vein
every place where
warming blood flows
i am going to open my eyes
like the summer solstice
see things in a new light
Teenage Sadness is starting
to bore me to death
(Literally)
the Twisteds are leaving me
and i remember that
i have a Choice
mind shrinkers and numbing medicine
are things i look forward to getting rid of
toxic relationships
will be washed away down the drain
with my shampoo
because i'll realize
i don't want to put my happiness
in someone else's hands
i will read books
kiss people
wear the same shoes everyday
because i feel like it
explanations can be overrated
i won't let tears run
because the number on the scale
isn't what i want it to be
i will Live
not just exist
Live
Live
Live
happily and healthily
multiple ephanies will be
a girls best friend
i see that i can
do This
all these bodies will only be around
for 3 more years
all this work i am not interested in
will only be around
for 3 more years
i will leave when i can
and i will remember
the Specifics
this town is full of scars
i am eager for new flesh
i have faith in
growing