I wish these feelings were easy to understand but they make no sense to me at all.theres always someone who tells me that I shouldn't care about you or want you.how can some thing which is wrong and forbidden feel right.

If this love is a sin then I'm guilty lock me up and throw the key away but i'll still feel it.my blood rises at the sight of his tight muscled body.my heart beats so very hard and fast it misses a beat.

Watching the roses sway in the cool summers breeze they remind me of his beauty.each move his body makes leaves me in a speechless amazement.i can not fight these feelings anymore.

Sometimes I lie in the darkness of night with one big heavy heart and tears in my eyes.my love will always stay nothing more than a secret he'll never know I love him.