In a whole school day
I only checked my email once
To see if you thought of me
You didn't

But I didn't either
In those hours from 8am to 4pm
I was either too preoccupied
Or I'm slowly breaking the habit

Whatever it was
I had my vexatious victory

In a box
In a dark room
No exposure

My heart
Some piece of work

Thieved

His faltering fondness
It rusts

The air chills
Shivers ensue

Veil with a blanket
A hot spell spikes
Do away with the blanket

Your eyes will glisten
When you cry
Your voice will dwindle
When you cry
Your mind will have no human compliance
When you cry

But I will sit beside you
And wonder why as well

We all produce our own oil
I don't need yours to supplement my complexion

This colossal rock we live on has plenty of dirt
I don't want to shake your hand
Licking your lips all day
I don't want one planted on my cheek
Covering your beads of sweat with body spray
No, you may not borrow my shirt
Doing floor work all day
Stay away from my face

Have gratifying ideals in your head
I really can't see you from a mile away

You're an ant from my view

"I have so little to do" -Your brain
Missing a basic level of common sense
No wonder I'm heightened in every way

How could I get over myself?
I'm all the way up here

These prospects hurt
Like a tank on my chest

          Crush me
                    Crush me
                              Crush me