Looking back The things I regret the most Involve everything I didn't do And all I couldn't be.
I wasn't brave enough, So I never let you know.
I wasn't careful enough, So I never made it right.
I wasn't smart enough, So I didn't understand.
I wasn't humble enough, So I never asked to be taught.
I wasn't good enough, So I couldn't make you want to stay.
I wasn't strong enough, So I couldn't hold back the words today.
So what did I do this time? What have I done now? I already know that I ******* it all up All I want to know is how. When did I misstep? What was wrong with me? How could I have done better? What do you want from me? What I want is not to want to be exactly what you want.