You were a secret failure Drugs and needles You ******* betrayed Veins that swallowed who you were I was to drunk to help Feeling shamed Secluded in this gigantic earth With not a single soul Ghostly whispers start to speak Dreams drifting in and out Flaming dust in my ears Getting blitzed for fun, doing candy flips Flowers in my hair Covering my eyes with feathers I can't see The death should of been me