a green whisper
curled on the curb,
still as a breath held too long.
its wing, half-open,
pointed nowhere—
or maybe back,
to some place it could
never reach.
rome moved around it,
unbothered.
motors loudly passed,
the occasional siren.
indifferent sonatas,
and the fountains laughed
cold, eternal laughter.
i stopped,
but the city didn’t.
its feathers were soft once.
i could see that—
even streaked with dust,
they shimmered
like something meant to survive.
parakeets don’t belong here,
they say.
escaped,
invasive,
out of place.
but it had tried.
god, it had tried.
i walked the rest of the way home,
carrying it with me,
the weight of its silence
pressed against my chest.
and when i closed the door
behind me,
the tears came fast—
for a bird i’d never known,
for a life that couldn’t stay,
for the quiet way
i, too, fell out of the sky.
on trying to assimilate but never feeling at home