I'd rather have my heart broken Than be the one to hurt another The feelings of guilt and deception Creep up taking over the mind It's hard to sleep at night When you leave someone Because feelings went astray There are no words That one could possibly say When you leave someone You actually feel like the devil ******* the life out of someone Stooping to the lowest level When you leave someone It is all so confusing What led us to here It leaves us refusing Our reality Once so in love Now fighting with brutality I feel so wrong For leaving you that one day I broke your heart I wish I could've stayed But it's ironic How things unravel Now my heart is broken And I'm left baffled By our awkward friendship I hope you can forgive me Didn't want to destroy you Didn't think I possessed Such a power Didn't think I could feel Any lower But I do I hope you know How much I loved you And always will
Dedicated to my first love, we lasted one month shy of 4 years. 03/02/2008-02/10/2012.