Hello.
I know this message will not reach you, but it must be written.
Every poem I wrote in hopes you would see it.
I have been lost in you for years now.

I have been doing a lot of thinking and found the place where I must be.
It's a warm place, but I need support to feel alive.
I struggle to find dependable people or anyone who seeks to take an interest in me.
I think you would call me the problem and I wholeheartedly disagree.

But that won't change the shadows of friends now gone I still hear.
Haunting, in my dreams.
You were one who gave me life and brought me back from the precipice.
A place I have been too many times.

But in the place where hope is lost, the most important thing becomes clear.
I've known what it was and caught glimpses.
What is important, I learned of me, is to live as I see fit.
Living as you see fit, expressing your ethics through strategies I think is the correct way to be.

You will be strong, you will find your love flourish as that is just who you are.
You called my apology too late, I feel I had to learn my guilt before it could truly change me into a better man.
But the life you gave me was genuine and my feelings absolute.
I am no longer lost yet I do not fret for the fact my love remains.

I don't know if I will meet you again.
If we are not to be fated, that piece of my heart will be with you forever.
I know you won't read this message, so know I care for you deeply.
There was never enough time so farewell, into my life I return.