Why was I being called fat at 5?
Why was I packing my own school bag at 6? Why was I intentionally putting the heat up in the shower at 7?
Why was I watching my weight at 8?
Why could I cook meals at 9?
Why was I left alone at 10?
Why did I deal with my problems alone at 11? Why did I seek comfort in isolation at 12?
Why was I the strong one at 13?
Why?  
I just wanted to be a child.
I never wanted the adult life as a child.
I needed to live my life.