Healing took a life time

Maybe even two

At least thats how long it felt

While I was crying out for you

Save me because you broke me

I'm horribly attached

I hate that I have burdened you

But I can not unlatch

Without you meaning has no life

my heart skips every other beat

I've never felt a pain so strong

Never felt so incomplete

Like my creator forgot I was missing

The parts I need to live

And that breathing needs to happen

With lungs they did not give

Rainbows look like poison

While I'm  trapped down on the floor

And the strength I once had

Does not exist here anymore

All consuming pain isnt seen

But very felt

In the mirror, unseeing eyes

No longer recognized myself

I told you I was fine

But i wasn't, I lied

It's hard to be ok when

You're alive after you've died