I'm rithing in my shell
It's expanding
Dropping
Exploding
In front of my eyes

I'm panicked
I'm scared
I'm huge beyond recognition

"Oh how well you look"
Such a difference
So much better now

Better
Better
By who's standards

I'm crawling in my skin
Too much skin
Too much fat
Tissue
Just too much me

I can't comprehend taking
Up this space for any longer
Reacting
Panic

Knowing I want more
Yet
Living trapped in this
Hugeness is killing
Me slowly ...