Going through hell and it's going through me, afraid to go on or stop completely I trudge through this place, pain etched on my face The devil is happy today Want to end it all and I want it all to end No one to turn to, no loyal friends I am going to break, I can no longer bend The devil is happy today I have depression, depression has me like a black cloud with no silver lining taking me in ,all-encompassing The devil is happy today I look in the mirror and hate who I see , someone I don't recognize as me I have no purpose, I'm a tragedy The devil is happy today
I wrote this 2012 after a serious bout of depression, I am much healthier now & very thankful. To all those who are still suffering, I get it. Hang in there.