I was gay-gone, boy-buzzed, struck dumb gay
Soaked in his dopeness, soaked in his smoke
Lost in wild, steamy dreams of him
His macho scent in my lungs
His electric touch all over my skin

I longed to be folded into the magic
Of his immaculate embrace
Curled up deep in the heat
Of his worship-worthy berries
And never come up for air

I yearned for him in every sense
Past, present, and future
I needed him in every era
I wanted to be consumed by him
To feel him, to taste him
To breathe him into my existence

To be filled with his epic tier
Earth-shaking affection
Drenched in him without end
Swimming in his gleaming sea
Of bewitching beauty