i have been thinking a lot about science and i want to know everything about the world i want to know about atoms and how they make everything up and i want to know about how math is philosophical and how everything goes on forever but how we have ways to measure it and i want to know about how geometry relates to science and what is the light that reflects off of things to make color and i want to know theories about the earth's beginning and whether or not everything ever is just made up stuff in our little brains and i do not want to know how this all relates to reality because i do not live in reality