i poeticize too much. a glance becomes a story, a pause becomes a metaphor. you say “hi” and suddenly i’m writing about the way your voice cuts through the noise in my chest.
i turn us into sonnets before we’ve even lived the scene. your hand brushes mine and it’s a whole stanza about skin and gravity and how maybe the universe meant for this moment to happen.
you say “i didn’t sleep much last night,” and i think: the moon must’ve been jealous of how bright you were yesterday. i poeticize. because the truth, as it stands, feels too raw. too terrifying. too good.
so i cover it in metaphors and rhyme it with prettier pain until it sounds like a poem instead of a prayer. and maybe that’s my way of saying i love you.
not in a loud, bright way. but in the margins of notebooks, in lyrics i never share, in every sentence i twist just to feel closer to you.
i poeticize because plain words can’t hold you. but maybe poetry can. maybe i can learn to, too.