i wish last night didn’t happen.
where we were both falling apart,
just in different corners of the night.
i should’ve been there
to hold in all the hurt.
but my hands were full,
and i think yours were too.

i don’t want you to feel bad,
but i also don’t want to pretend it didn’t hurt.
i needed someone to hold me together,
and all i could think about
was how you usually do.

but i still love you in the morning.
i always will.