SELF-EXPRESSION Cosmic ebb and flows Missed the mark Light years away Thirsty for My eternal sunshine Foreshadowing hunger In the background The cold sheets I lay in The bad neighborhood Between my ears Like a riddle I am Trapped inside a maze One foot in front Of thee other Oh how that would be so swell Evil auras Spells that were cast I always saw Them coming They sent chills up my spine Guess I couldn’t change Direction fast enough To get out of there way Can you all See me from The mountain top Landslides Come in all forms I see the pain In which I write with The tidal waves That rule The insanity of my blues Are they truly all my fault I rarely Like company that I can tolerate Let that of my own It would be nice to be heard Recognized by someone other Than me Felt adored once in while Because I show myself Very little love if any praise I’ve always fallen Flat felt like a caged animal My one true voice As unpleasant as it often is Brings me a little hope and joy An escape for a few moments A way outta my head Poetry my one and only therapy