Lets Just pretend that I Am Not there or here the two of you. and him. The Perfect tones. Hate, Rejection, Pure Disapointment - Rehearsed so perfectly you discuss the topic: It is me. Hanging on to my emotion by holding every ounce of air in my lungs so i can listen more clearly; You say: I am Hostile. Cold. Miserable. Self Centered. irresponsible. Disrespectful. Terrible.
THEY mention I was born into the WRONG family. I am a thief. I am a Liar.
You agree. I stumble around, shaking my head frantically. I KNOW that is not me. I continue to listen - As If they DO NOT have any idea I am holding my heart as it is dropping.