you can't curb that kind of chaos
until the thinking changes
until the foundations change
until the chemistry changes
and it's difficult

the best thing for me to do
is just for me to try to keep my side of the street clean
instead of trying to fix everything
just remove myself from any situation that is or
could become toxic

s3 ep10
repurpose the trauma

feels like i've been starting forever
the finish line keeps moving

you have no idea what your doing
and therefore you're invincible