I'm finding it rare to breathe with ease and you see it's nothing new- my days with you have flooded into every dream and every word that I speak. I've never been good at math and I hate that I love it in the way the curve of your back is congruent to the angle of your mouth and it fits perfectly into the ellipses of my beaten lips r u n n i n g only gets you so far when the world is round- I'm sorry I have to leave because my words don't form when those rousing fingers are tracing secrets into my thighs and you don't know this but writing is the world that wholly consumes me and maybe it's kind of an esoteric thing- But I must live without love because they say if you can't be the poem, B E T H E P O E T besides, haven't you heard all the greatest loves are the unfinished ones?