When I was young Before I felt foreign lips on mine Cracked the spine of the good book Saw myself in the mirror I sat at the window and wished on stars I wanted fairy wings a big white horse a new pair of shoes Now I am older Not old enough to whither in wet soil Old enough to sign my name To run from large men To billow smoke Older still every day Until there is no older left to be Until there are no stars left And shoes donβt run And horses are too high to reach