you said you could never hate me,
but what if i told you
what i did,
what i've been doing
who i've been doing*
and how old he is
and who he's married to
and what if i told you
that i think i like it?

you said you could never hate me,
but what if i told you
i thought of him
when you squeezed my hand
one
two times
and gave me a half smile?
what if i told you
that when he did that
i thought he was
pumping blood
straight into
my body.

you said you could never hate me,
i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i'm sorry.
i'm so sorry.