Years of struggles and despair Bullied endless Beaten down Name calling beyond my real name Fights unbearable Early school days Always picked on Life having ups and down Hard swings Criticism always No matter what Discouragement through negativity Like a pen with no ink A pencil with no point Felt like a nobody Serving no purpose What people wanted to believe The wonder years The wonder how I preserved The answer being Heaven above My adult years being my perspective Reflecting back to those days that were The approach Words spoken becomes a listen The past made me stronger into the future Picture frame perfect The storms encountered Today I pursue Devoted observations surrounding proceed Wisdom has shown me the way I live by every day.