you left. and apparently that left me with more problems than I'd like to admit. you left. and my walls are so high that sometimes I don't even know what is happening in my own mind. you left. and now I'm terrified. I'm scared. but mostly, I'm sccared. you left. and I can't let anyone in. I can't believe anyone would even waste their time having a conversation with me. you left. and now everything anyone tells me is a lie. you left. and I don't think I will ever be able to fully trust another male again. you left. and I wish you didn't take my trust with you. because there are some people that deserve my trust so much more than you do. you left. and now I believe everyone else will, too.