it’s funny how
you’re at your highest
and i’m at my lowest.
it’s okay,
if this is the price to pay,
it’s okay.
i deserve it,
you deserve happiness,
and all that other *******
you know i believe
but i’m too tired to say.
i’m just really sad.
not about this situation in particular,
but all the spaces,
in between,
inside,
every pore of my being.
but no i’m happy for you,
i really truly am.