i forgot you wouldn’t
be in class today
because of your
ap human geography exam.
i hope you feel good
about how it went.

i never would’ve told you this,
but i think that class is stupid.
or, it sounds stupid.
but that’s just
what i think.
and even though i say i am,
i’m usually never right.

had my first day
of training at wawa today.
i made some drinks.
i’m still thinking about
that milkshake i promised you.
ugh.

i’ve been thinking about
why everything feels so much harder
now that i’m getting help.
i feel so broken,
so unstable,
so vulnerable.

i think it’s because
i’m finally getting that help
we always talked about
but i still feel the exact same.
or maybe
it’s because i’m exposed,
and i don’t like that.